Oolong + lignin

It’s the only reason i went back to eating meat all last week. I finished my meaty leftovers and am starting again.

I wrote about finding out my coworker is pregnant earlier today. I wrote about how upset it made me. I told her that i found out i can’t have kids while in the hospital a few months ago, she’s already being very supportive.

The more i think about it, the more I think I could be content being an aunt. I just have to start doing things (travel, art, work) so I don’t even have time to think about it. I was thinking about telling my family (dad and sister) that i won’t be able to have kids, but there’s no reason for that now. That conversion can happen when they ask.

The only thing age matters with is having children. Fuck age. I’m not having kids (before I’m 30) ever.

Nothing matters and it’s wonderful.

Good thing i have my psych appointment on Monday. :(